Kahel's Journal
04.02.10'
Into another year, just about to bring out 'Native World', liked the journey on this album, got Laurence Pendrous in on this one, along with the usual suspect's,my daughter gets hitched this april, wow time flys, good luck cheeky, I wish a full life for you,
papa loves you.
10.09.09'
Wow time flys, being a one man band is time consuming, lots has happened since I last made an entry in this journal, 2 albums and a 3rd on the way, have been having funny in the studio, with lots of time to experiment with different ways of delievering the song, life is good, broke but good, ewan and myself have bonded into a unit that I really like we play as one, always good.
I hope our music touch's you, as so much good music has touch me and my life,
Ever Onward
Welcome 2007, it is my desire to make this a pos year, with good things round every corner. I was diagnosed with a mild form of skin cancer, which kinda brought into the fore front "the clock is ticking" thing, mortality is the friend of life, for it spurs us on to live it. Hope to see you folks out on the live scene, come say hi. peace
Well my friends, time has once again elapsed, and the wheel of events move's on, IMperfect is back to it's optimum size, which is one. I have searched high and low for a group that would serve the material the way I do, with my heart and soul. So for awhile it's just me folks, but try and check out my lastest piece "Man for all Seasons", will be doing it at the Ram Jam on the 22nd June, come say hi, always luv a good chat.
Peace Kahel 31.5.06'
Here's one of those dark days played out last night, and it was less than good, not because of us but the enviroment that we found ourselves in, tried to make the best of it. We had decided to air "Man for all Seasons" for the first time, it was not as auspicious as we'd hoped, Ewan for once was more bummed out than me, but the nail in the coffin was the post mortem after the gig. My nemesis once again stands in front of me and attempts to take the wind out of my sails, I still wonder why I incounter such negitive energy in this area, I assume that the energy is of a very strong purpose, and continue's to challange my life.
Ever Onward
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Much of life is guess work, yet we take to thing's like they are facts, and in doing so we leave ourselves with little room to learn, nothing is certain except life and death, the rest is personnel opinion. It's hard to imagine that the one with no name would single any group out for special treatment, most of the last 10,000 years of world history has been about turning FREEDOM into slavery, and the rise to power of the Takers.
They are able to maintain their grip through fear, and it's many soldier's.
Face your Fear and be FREE
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I can’t change the fact that the kids life is not something I need to use or abuse to stroke my ego and so I will not allow myself, through my disappointment, to sink to the lowest common denominator in an effort to feel good about myself, they choose well when they pick me as a confidante but alias my judgment has not been that good when the shoe is on the other foot, and so I find that I have to carry the weight, such is my lot, I can only continue to do the things that make life worth living, and as that old cliché goes” to stay true to myself”.
In all the lives that I’ve lived this feels like the hardest it’s ever been to achieve that goal.
I’m am not ashamed, of my compassion or desire for all things to have an equal share, and to let nature run the show, as it was intended to do.
I thank those who would listen, for you are surely there, to keep me sane ".
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I can say what I want, Do as I please
Live my life, Like the breeze
I can be who I want
Love like I do And not feel sad
If I can’t get through
Cause you are the one, who made me
Want to risk the lover’s kiss
Yes you are the one who showed me
How to love
I have lied to life, And I’ve hated it
Walked for miles Just to find some peace
I have loved my escape And I’ve hated it
Looked in my heart To find a key
But you were the one, that made me
feel the man and boy, as one
Yes you are the one who showed me
How to love
Cause you are the one, who made me
Want to risk the lover’s kiss
Yes you are the one who showed me
How to love
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Open your ears to the voice of your heart
Follow that word, for it surely is the only one you can trust
To show you a world of wonder and blissful joy
North and south, east and west, long indeed, is the road
So waste no time, fill your senses with life’s rich pageant
For comes the moment when the page will turn
Is death not the greatest motivator, to live life
So then how can we meet death if we have not met life
And in meeting life, will we not meet love and hate
Expressed in their many faces, then to choose
And to live in that choice, but knowing it’s yours to choose again
So avoiding the great tragedy, of a life unspent

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